I have been spending a great deal of time fine-tuning what this blog looks like, and though still not completely satisfied, I feel the need to post my very first blog post. Now that I am here, typing in this box, I wonder. What do I write? I have so many thoughts to express. I wonder. Why am I doing this? I mean really. I should get a good dose of reality. No one wants to read about what I think. I should just quit now so I am not disappointed when nothing happens. Then my expectations would be met.
I could have avoided a great many disappointments had I been able to end my thoughts there in the past. But something in me, well, it has hope. My imagination flies hoping the tendrils of my thoughts will touch the heart of another person. My qualm is in the question of why I am doing this. I struggle to know if this for myself or for the potential people who may be given hope, encouragement or whatever it is people get by reading blogs.
I do not want it to be for myself, but I do not think I can help it being a little bit for me. That is why I was going to keep myself anonymous. "There is no limit to what can be accomplished if it does not matter who gets the credit." Whoever said this was a very wise person. I am always working on becoming better about it, letting God change my heart to be more and more unselfish. I guess what I am trying to say is that this is for you.
So there it is. My very first post. My heart is pounding with the potential-but my mind is cautious and fearful. If anyone is out there reading this, I thank you from the very bottom of my humble heart. Thank you, Harry Gregson-Williams, for the title of this post. May all of you have a pleasant and lovely day!
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